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cut me
02:25
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i don't wanna go too far away from here
but im not alone i think im trying to leave
help me let go to the things i said loved
the things i said i loved
cut me in half when we get back i don't know if you think i'm ready for that
put me in a bag i don't need to breathe show me the things you don't want me to see
where are my clothes i left them in my dream
i never rose im still inside my head
help me let go to the things i said loved
the things i said i loved
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catch a break
02:13
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running all day, i always feel the same
when your mind is weak you never question pain
do you think it's safe to say yes
pain, i can barely catch a break
say, what do u have left to take
something doesn't feel right, it's not black or white
these days go fast you have no appetite
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happen
02:13
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i broke some bones today
you didn't say to go
you told me to be careful
i thought this stuff didn't happen though
i told myself to ruin my hope
i fought against the wind
i felt invincible
but you told me to be careful
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fruit
01:33
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ive already heard those things im told them everyday i think im crying for no reason but im feeling very different from before i went to school i thought everything was cool and now i'm sitting all alone im by myself again
nothing makes a difference to me anyway
i promise not even a word you say
maybe i'm an idiot or maybe i am right but i think sitting in darkness is the best way to find light am i too low to dive deeper or just maybe i will float i don't think im ready for this world so ill hide in my coat
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pink and diseased
01:29
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another section of empty
bodies in a room
let me hang you gently
bathed in your perfume
let my dry your head now
soaked from being alone
don’t choke a second longer
where did myself go
pretty pink and diseased
circle round the bed side
im never going to leave
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until i died
02:18
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im going way out by my happy place
somewhere i never have to show my face
i follow light a sacrifice
i’ll have to make another compromise
i didn’t wanna leave but after i am gone
i’ll never have to face another obstacle
i said i wouldn’t lie to myself till i die
and another day has gone too fast to catch up now
i think im better of under the ground
maybe my body is a sacred sound
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trust
02:09
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what’s that in ur hand
falling thru like sand
is it the trust that i gave to u
is it the trust that i gave to u
i know you gotta big plan for me
i hope you understand i’m sorry
falling right thru your hands
cant believe it keeps
happening all over again
what’s wrong with me
what’s wrong with me
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saturday saviour
04:35
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I'm never gonna say the words
That you want
I'm never gonna feel the shame
Like you do
I'm never gonna stretch my shape
To be with you
I only need you for a day
'Cause I only want to be your
Saturday savior
I can be that
Saturday savior
I will be your
Saturday savior
I can be that impostor in your bed
Wake him up please
I'm never gonna make you feel
That you're satisfied
I'm never gonna feel your pain
Like you wish I would
I'm never gonna open up
More than this
I just want to be your
I just want to be your
I'm never gonna break apart
Quite like you
I'm never gonna long for life
The way you do
I'm never gonna push you out
'Cause your not in
This will only take a while
'Cause I only want to be your
Saturday savior
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happy now
02:19
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sound all your alarms im running away i'm finding a place where i will
hide somewhere real nice ill sleep with the mice
your favorite sight
i hope you're happy now u got what you want
and i will make u proud
and i will die real loud
sometimes when i drift i struggle to lift the weight off my shoulders
hummingbird don't leave you're all that i need stay here please
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sister boy - wet clothes
06:27
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free like i'm a wildflower pick my roots up from the fire im lost
darker the night a better flight, i feel dizzy hold me tight i took
too much
and i know that i don't belong but it's all ok cause everything's nothing so i might be wrong so wrong
been fucking around for 18 years now i forgot what brought me here
still waiting to feel feeling that's real
a kiss on my spine, that's really sincere
i don't mind
i wont find
anything anyone
i don't wanna be alone so i won't be alone
okay okay ill let you in
im runnin out of water but i've got enough to last awhile for now
but i've gotten stronger im feeling very confident in (my) myself
truth is i don't think im fine its not that mind i get lost all the time i wont fall behind not this time not this time i swear to god it's fine
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sister boy - skipball
03:38
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i'm used to sitting by myself
in the tall grass i would dwell
picking blades and passing time
all the cool kids run around
i pick my shoelace from the ground
but i don't mind i feel fine
but i'd be okay
if this stayed the same
if time would stand still for a little while
id keep my head held high i would smile
and maybe things will just stay this way
i've been told that we all get old
they're shouting skipball idk how to play
i don't need the rules to have fun anyway
ill make them up and do it my way
im running in circles while they're counting to ten
throwing the ball but it doesn't matter when
if it don't win at least i've got my friends
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sister boy - not like b4
04:25
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did you hear about the storm
i hope your okay wherever you are
i know you didn't believe
that it would affect you and me wherever we are
im flooded in up to my shoulders
and you're hanging on to old photos of me
wherever we were
wherever i was
im sorry again
i replaced all the parts of my home that were taken by the storm from the same store
you said it looks just like before
but i'm standing on a different floor
it's not like before
im sorry again
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sister boy - what i need
03:29
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puppy love with myself
losing hope lost my health
i had a dream i couldn't be seen
dreams aren't real but its just what i need
when i'm gone i hope nothing's wrong
no more problems no thinking at all
and when it's done i pray nothing's to come
if my soul moves on, there's nowhere to run
i cant help breaking apart
my doctor said i'm missing some parts
i had a dream i was glad to be seen
but dreams don't mean a thing to me
but im okay with this anyway
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murkiness
02:22
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hey murkiness will u be my friend?
cause i don't ever see you come to an end
maybe i'm trapped within your mist
you're my favorite even if i hate it
maybe i can fake it and poke holes inside of you
hey twilight queen can you stay outside?
why do you leave, where do u reside ?
maybe i'm a fool for thinking
you'll stick around and i'll be your favorite
and you'll never leave cause we both need each other
hey shadow person quit lurking on me
cause i never needed or wanted to see
your figure in my head so
leave me alone just go back to your home
i never liked you you make me sad and think silly things that don't make much sense so leave leave leave leave
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love it
02:58
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i know the game
happier when you aren’t the same
im not ashamed i’ve always known
i'm better off choking
im not really sure if i should walk
away from you
but you love it
i feel your pain i’m never okay with being blamed
but if you came to me it would be another rain
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to b
02:21
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did u fall in or did you just jump in
i don’t think i believe either of those things
i know you wanna be
what i would want you to be
maybe i’m just a fool i’m fuckin it all up
i don’t know what you mean when you say you hate me
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sparkle ✨
01:59
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i’m not really sure if i could keep faking my way along
it’s starting to hurt just feeling like maybe i’m still just wrong
callous in the first place
never gonna get to start the race
starting to step out of place
ah ooh
well maybe i’m fine and maybe i’m closing in on that line
running down my spine a shivery sparkle it’s red like wine
i hate that i don’t know
what’s shaking in my pillow
a burning i can’t control
please
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caughtup
02:32
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broken arm now i’m stuck
makes me say what the fuck
it’s getting harder but i’m still here
lasting longer i fight back tears
i’m feeling better until i’m not
it’s gettin me all caught up
silver luck bad advice
big fat truck hockey pucks
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easy breezy pleasey
02:18
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falling but never asleep
talking fast i cant compete
or understand a single thing
my brain is turning into dirt
wanting everything to come to me so easy breezy pleasey say no moresey slap across my knee cause that’s amusing to me
failing but i’m workin hard
never get to be inside my shoes
maybe they’re too big or small
my shoe size doesn’t even matter
wanting everything to come to me so easy breezy pleasey say no moresey slap across my knee cause that’s amusing to me baby don’t u see that i am trying but it’s hard and you don’t understand but i still love you i hope you do too
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never ending party
01:46
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got big black eyes a face that makes u cry
don’t need bright lights to lay down by my side
i hope live forever i hope you live forever
we can live inside my dreams
a never ending party
something i wish i could see
a never ending party
you’re soft and kind but u can’t tell the time
ur open wide so u don’t have to let me inside
i hope you live forever i hope u live forever
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want to be alone
02:50
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mislike
02:44
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should have been alone when you called
my name from far away from home
i know it's important to you
dim lights are matching feeling
distant from you im on my way home
maybe i should walk further along
my lonely road away from home
i know it's important to you
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a hole in your mind
04:21
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you wake up to find a hole in your mind
it's tearing the inside
of your beautiful brain and now you're insane
but who's there to blame
it's not your fault
you care and all
but don't point your finger
now you're all alone
your hands are still cold
you aren't the same anymore
your life's not a chore
i lied on the floor
that you put for me to stand on
the table was flipped
you happened to slip
you had to hurt the ones you loved
and now i'm away a price that you paid
you say i'm better
but things back home are not like before
no matter how bad you want them to be
but it's all your fault
you don't care at all
you lost all your good parts
or maybe you never
had any at all
you'll just stay the same way that you are
you'll never stick
me with your disease
i'm I'm the floor again on my knees
but i know i have
to be the one
to never think twice about that
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motorcycle, america
02:27
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28. |
lipstick
04:00
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hope i can change your mind
maybe i cant but at least i should try
the tide soon will rise but my
shoes untied i can't find time so ill stay for the ride
my money's no good up here
heaven's not what i was taught it would be
and god isn't real so there's nothing to fear
you think he's an old white guy with a beard
everyone was wrong about this
i put on my lipstick to cover my face
i use it with grace
then ill slide my skin right on
to my body so i feel at home
i zip up the back and walk
out the door and ill fit right in
my head isn't on quite right
maybe if i take it off ill feel nice
and happier that i don't have to think
about where i ended up being
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take me
03:07
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i don't know what's in my lungs
i think they're filled with love
im drowning in you
im not sure what runs through me
but i think it's happy
i think you're in my blood
but i don't feel suffocated
and i don't think i'm cultivated
you make me you take me you let me speak my mind again
you hurt me you heal me but it's all worth it in the end
i don't think that i could live
without you on my mind
youre floating in my head
i don't miss being alone
that's why i call your phone
i need you please please
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30. |
goodbye lord joe
03:13
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goodbye lord joe
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